It has been more than a month that I have been sulking looking at my life that has no hope most of the times.
I am at a point without income, without an idea as to what to do next for it. Strangely, what next? is a typical question when one job ends. I wonder why no one asks that after a romantic breakup or failure of some kind. Crazy world!
I should not say that my life itself has been sad or bad. I have had good and bad days. Some very good, some very bad. If I dig deeper, some really awful ones too. These are best left there.
I had an epiphany a few minutes ago. I decided to borrow money on loan and live a proper sabbatical. Starting this blog is also a part of the epiphany.
The major checkpoints are to get out of my current job, to get healthy, to get fit, to have maximum learning experiences, to get wise, to grow spiritually, to find passion, tick off several items on the bucket list, and add new items to that list.
As a part of all this, I will also have to live frugally and give up the luxury of using petrol which is about 80 rupees a litre! So I thought of repairing my cycle. It is an old one. My mother bought it for me when I was in school. She hoped seriously that cycling regularly would make me slimmer. She was just happy to see me cycle. I have not used it enough for her ask me to get an upgrade. I could probably add that in this agenda- to use the cycle enough for my mom to insist me to get an upgrade on a bicycle.
Anyways. I will have to totally control my expenses if I have to live on money that I haven't earned. This means a serious cut on shopping. This is a time where I am happy that I am not a compulsive shopper like many people these days. I am probably a stingy person. Regardless of the appropriate adjective, I am happy that keeping a check on expenses won't be a herculean task.
In spite of a serious check on shopping, there is something I must totally buy -a helmet. This helmet is very important. Primarily about safety on road. Because I have had a few accidents while I was riding on the road. This helmet also signifies safety instructions for me on several other dimensions. Some might say I am not playing safe, but The Helmet is supposed to remind me of my safety and the wisdom gained on falling down and prevent another downfall and God forbid should I fall again, keep me safe.
So this blog is about my journey starting from the second half of the year, setting sails to search a new horizon. I have no clue how these six months are going to be. The only way is to live it and find out. So, when you are reading through the entries, feel free to learn from my mistakes, and avoid making them in your life. If you wish to try them out in your life, Wear The Helmet and succeed in areas that I have not. I hope it inspires you to live another day. If not, be entertained at the bare minimum.
I am at a point without income, without an idea as to what to do next for it. Strangely, what next? is a typical question when one job ends. I wonder why no one asks that after a romantic breakup or failure of some kind. Crazy world!
I should not say that my life itself has been sad or bad. I have had good and bad days. Some very good, some very bad. If I dig deeper, some really awful ones too. These are best left there.
I had an epiphany a few minutes ago. I decided to borrow money on loan and live a proper sabbatical. Starting this blog is also a part of the epiphany.
The major checkpoints are to get out of my current job, to get healthy, to get fit, to have maximum learning experiences, to get wise, to grow spiritually, to find passion, tick off several items on the bucket list, and add new items to that list.
As a part of all this, I will also have to live frugally and give up the luxury of using petrol which is about 80 rupees a litre! So I thought of repairing my cycle. It is an old one. My mother bought it for me when I was in school. She hoped seriously that cycling regularly would make me slimmer. She was just happy to see me cycle. I have not used it enough for her ask me to get an upgrade. I could probably add that in this agenda- to use the cycle enough for my mom to insist me to get an upgrade on a bicycle.
Anyways. I will have to totally control my expenses if I have to live on money that I haven't earned. This means a serious cut on shopping. This is a time where I am happy that I am not a compulsive shopper like many people these days. I am probably a stingy person. Regardless of the appropriate adjective, I am happy that keeping a check on expenses won't be a herculean task.
In spite of a serious check on shopping, there is something I must totally buy -a helmet. This helmet is very important. Primarily about safety on road. Because I have had a few accidents while I was riding on the road. This helmet also signifies safety instructions for me on several other dimensions. Some might say I am not playing safe, but The Helmet is supposed to remind me of my safety and the wisdom gained on falling down and prevent another downfall and God forbid should I fall again, keep me safe.
So this blog is about my journey starting from the second half of the year, setting sails to search a new horizon. I have no clue how these six months are going to be. The only way is to live it and find out. So, when you are reading through the entries, feel free to learn from my mistakes, and avoid making them in your life. If you wish to try them out in your life, Wear The Helmet and succeed in areas that I have not. I hope it inspires you to live another day. If not, be entertained at the bare minimum.
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